We cant change the past, so I guess what it is, is and what isnt, isnt. We should accept this fact, and move on with our lives, instead of pondering on what could have been.
I hate it that it ended up this way. It was unreal to think that it happened like that, unexpected and dissapointing. I personally did not want it to happened, but it happened. It hurts the most when you thought it was all okay.. but suddenly, it was all ruined by just that one incident. Harsh words has been spoken, expectations didnt met and things happened. It hurts when a person who used to be part of you suddenly treat you like that, judging you on things that was out of proportion. It sucks that people change most especially when you are to choose between forgetting everything about that person or pretending you dont care, but deep inside... It hurts like hell. How i wish i could rip out that a page of that memory and pretend that nothing happened, that everything is okay. But unfortunately, reality kicks in and slaps you in the face what is there.
